Thursday, October 8, 2009

The events of my day....

I got my english paper back, and yeah, pretty much, in my mind that 83% is a big F! Kinda sad about that, especially when she marked off for MISSING A HYPHEN ugh. Today at school, Ashlee and I joked about calling Geico Roadside assistance to get me out of our lame English calss and yeah later on, my car got "backed into." This ladies car was a standard and her emergency brake malfunctioned and her car rolled into mine. Great right? So I miss my ENTIRE psychology class because Campus Security came and got me out, we had to call the sheriff, wait for him so he can fill out a report. And then they found the other owner, who was in class also, ironically has Geico as well. But anywho, now I have a giant scuff/scratch mark with the paint peeling on my back bumper and I now have to file a claim. But work was amazing with the kiddo's so that TOTALLY made up for the lack of happiness at school. I had so much fun, Kyle is a pretty cool dude to work with.
Other than the car thing... and waking up with a stiff neck, it was pretty great.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

I LOVE my life.

So this week has been fabuloso! Friday I got a NEW JOB! yep, the YMCA of Pueblo doing the child development (Only a sub right now) but that's okay. SOOO EXCITED.
Next, I pranked N. hahahah that was a flippin' five hour phone call. who pranks someone for THAT long. oh, shwell. Oh, and Cowboys lost. :( sad day. but CO won? I have mixed feelings. East lost, but I know we have a strong team... I BELIEVE IN YOU BOYS! Oh, and south got shut out (Looks good for Cannon?)
Monday was a typical monday, not horrible though.
TODAY I started my new job.
Yay, yay, yay.
That was fun, it's CRAZY how small Pueblo is. I work with a girl thats in my psych class. WHOOT WHOO! So go team.
Did I mention I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE my new job?
Well, I do.

And... I'm off to bed... school tomorrow morning.
LOVES YA

Ahhhhh, I almost forgot.... had picnic with Stephanie... that was oh, so lovely.
:)

Goodnight.
Farewell.
Sleep good.

<3becca

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Light Bulb.

Tonight a light bulb came on. I realized that although I feel lonely a lot of the time without ever dating anyone I still have people all around. Talking to one of my best buddies Dylan tonight it just opened up my eyes to that. I totally wish I had someone to love and care for me in that romantic, loveydovey way but I still have amazing best friends who always listen and care about me.
Jessy, you are so stinkin' amazing. I am inspired to be more like you because you have such a free spirit, but in a good way. You are uniquely you, and I love that. You have and always will be my best friend, I mean we've been friends since what 3rd or 4th grade. Dude, you are so awesome.
Ali, you are the sister I never had. Without you and your family I truly don't believe I would be as outgoing and the same person I am today. You are such a wonderful strong woman, and you have influenced me to break out of the "shell" I was in nearly my whole life.
Randon, although you're my cousin and what, three almost four years younger than me, I see such a humble gentle spirit in you. You and Alyssa have this sweet genuine friendship, and I hope that someday I have a relationship like that. Randon, you are so shy yet so outgoing once you are comfortable. You and I have had some wonderful times growing up, and especially in this last year. Can I say Witch, the County and COUNTLESS SLURPEE'S! I love you dude.
Dylan, I know we haven't been this close for very long you have taught me so much. You have shown me a sweet man that deserves so much. You are like another bro to me man, I hope that you continue to be you.

I just think that these four people and everyone else around me is so amazing, and this blog is basically to state that. I am who I am because of the influential people around me, and that inspire me everyday. I love my mom, my aunts and uncles, my grandparents all my other family members.

With Love,
becca<3

Saturday, September 12, 2009

The Weekend... of DOOM.

So, this weekend has been, well, interesting. First, Friday, I get my wisdom teeth out... lovely right? So I'm in a lot of pain and stuff and I wake up this morning only to find someone emptied TACO BELL SAUCE PACKETS all over my new car.

Yeah that's not even what it really looked like, you should have seen the rest of the car. Lets just say, man was I angry. Then tonight was homecoming, I really wanted to go since I was feeling better, so it starts raining, and well, our dance was outside in the courtyard. So it wasn't terrible, but I did not want to dance out in the rain, with a swollen face and stuff, so I danced for a bit, and left and went and hung out with dylan. Then I came home, and now I'm sitting here.
I was SOOO mad about my car, and I don't feel great, so this has been a wonderful weekend, maybe this week things will ease up just a bit, hopefully.

Love you guys.

<3becca.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Life continues to roll...

Today was just one of those days.

It started out great, I woke up, went to church. I was unsure of whether or not Pastor Josh was really the right senior pastor for our church, but today it felt right, maybe I was just being too hesitant, too skeptical, even selfish. I think I just needed to set my priority's straight. Well, today, I will PROUDLY say, Pastor Josh, CONGRATS. I truly do appreciate everything your family has done for our church, I think God sent you to our church four (almost five) years ago because he knew the plan. He knew that you had the right qualities to lead us on the right path, closer to Him. Thank you PJ! May God continue to bless you, Mrs. Audra, Tay, and Jo. I'm sorry for my selfishness, my skepticism, but I truly believe you will continue to lead and guide us through these transitions ahead. I love you guys.

Then I went to the Activity Center and ate, yummy food I might add. :) We celebrated Pastor Josh's installment into the church as our Senior Pastors.

After that things began to crumble... I took my car to get it looked at, not so bad, that's all good now, but I went home and the first thing, yelling.
I just hate it.
So, I took a nap, only to wake up not feeling chipper, but that's not the worst part, I eat dinner, and head to my grandma's. And I get a text, sure it's my best friend, but she's upset, and personally, I've never been in a relationship, which actually kinda sucks, but I try and give her advice, but that's not my strong point, and really I think I made her mad.
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!
I don't know the right words, or even the whole story on her problem, so I feel like a total jerk now. HOW DO I HELP?!?

On top of that I think I ate something with nuts last night because I was all wheezy and my eyes were all itchy, and I had hives on my neck... and then today i have a stupid rash, ugh. My life today just plain sucked.

I have another rant for you, I was so annoyed, or as I like to call it Richie hot today because people (DP1 and DP2) think that RJ caused problems for this "company." That the reason PRP lost his job is because of RJ when really it was the "company's" board of "directors" that fired PRP because of his lack of furthering the "company." Ugh, why do DP 1 & 2 think the world revolves around them? Why do they hold grudges for something that wasn't even RJ's fault. GOSH. (I know this paragraph was confusing, all initials are fictitious, they are only used to express my concern for individuals listed above. (PRP, RJ, DP1, DP2,))

Ugh, someone help me keep my sanity PLEASE!

Lost, Confused & Lonely,
Becca

Friday, September 4, 2009

The World of Me.

I've been so confused lately, so many options have been thrown my way, the question is which do I choose? This past summer I had so much fun doing things I normally wouldn't, broadening my horizons, and I actually felt free, rather than bounded by the not so practical rules. I changed a lot, that's for sure, I guess I "found a new way." The question is, is this right way? I'm not totally sure, sure I feel liberated, but is that really what I was searching for?

My goals for the summer were:
1. Find true happiness. (Accomplished- going out, hanging with friends, texas<3)
2. Do something you wouldn't normally do. (Accomplished- pulled an all nighter and explored an open field at sunrise)
3. Make new friends. (Accomplished- Emily, became better friends with Dylan)
4. Do something special for someone. (Accomplished- Gave Joni sweet green flowers after her beautiful son was born)
5. Find someone who could truly care for me, as in a guy. (Fail.... maybe there just isn't someone for me right now)
6. Learn something worth while. (Accomplished- JFK memorial: life altering)

School this year is off to a great start, free college is amazing. Second, being Key Club president is such a busy task, but so worth it in the end. Looking forward to more GREAT times to come, I'm going to continue down the path I'm on- hopefully it's the right one.

Be safe, be smart, be SUPAH SICK!
Always,
Becca Kristine<3>